It will be a cold day in hell

The day I listen to you

Telling me what to do

How I should live

How I should dress

Who I should love

It will be a cold day in hell

I fall for your lies

Telling me I am worthless

That I don’t deserve

That my value lies upon your feelings for me

It will be a cold day in hell

I live based on your expectations and will for me

Attempting me to fit in that tight little box you lock yourself in

See honey, I don’t fit in no box

I don’t take any orders

I know that scares you

But that is not my problem

It will be a cold day in hell

When I start to give a shit about your feelings

I learned a long time go

Your feelings are not my responsibility

I know, I know

You like to try and convince me that they are

That I made you feel a certain kind of way

You know, there is an incredible power in accountability

It will be a cold day in hell

When I take accountability for your insecurities

Take on your projections of fear

And lack of action

It will be a cold day in hell

When I believe your lies

Regardless of who you tell them to

Because the truth always prevails

I know who I am

And what I am capable of

You and your smallness will never shake my confidence

My faith in the footsteps I follow

My Lord, My Savior who protects me

You’ll be waiting until your hell freezes over

If you believe that I, for one minute, fell for your trickery

For your deception and manipulation

That will be a cold day in hell

That you actually have power

Your tactics of division

Hate

Labeling

Name calling

Drama

And Victimhood

Don’t distract me

Cry your crocodile tears and rally your army

But there is no freezing the Sun

It will be a cold day in hell if you actually believe you could